29.12.04
asia's tregedy...sad...=~(
..........a minute of silence........
hey peps..guess u guys n gals haf already heard of da KILLER WAVES tat killed thousands..lets do our part by contributing some stuff tat can help them..following r da details..
Please help to spread the news...
Ananda Travel & Sri Lankan Airlines are appealing for anyone to contribute the following items to be airlifted to Sri Lanka.
1. Tents
2. Food (Pre-cooked or ready-to-eat meal packs)
3. Water Purification Tablets
4. Wheat Flour, rice, other staples
5. Drugs: Paracetamol, anti-biotics, wound dressing, suture material, disposable syringes, vitamins, and vaccinations for diarrhea, cholera and malaria.
6. Intravenous infusions (saline and dextrose)
7. Portable generators
8. Clothes and blankets
For small parcels/items, we would appreciate you sending your donations down to our office at 133 Cecil Street, Keck Seng Tower, #13-02, Singapore 069535 or to Ananda Travel office at 36 Robinson Road #01-01 City House, Singapore 068877
Thank you.
Total Number of People Dead: more than 24000
You can also donate to Red Cross Singapore
"The Singapore Red Cross Society has launched a public appeal to help victims of the Bay of Bengal earthquake and tsumami waves. The public can send their donations
By cheque to the 'Singapore Red Cross Society'
(Please indicate behind the cheque 'Tidal Waves Asia'. Included your name, address and tel number as a receipt will be sent to you.
Post the cheque to
The Singapore Red Cross
15 Penang Lane
Singapore 238486
OR
In person to the Red Cross House @
15 Penang Lane
between 9.30 am - 5.45 pm on weekdays and
9.30 am - noon on Saturdays"
Thank you.
p/s: ncc is also appealing for donations..so frenz of mine if u haf stuff tat u wish to contribute..feel free to call me..i can go take from u guys n gals..tks a million...by end of da wk..tks a million..
Posted by dotsux at 12/29/2004 04:07:00 pm
26.12.04
it nv happened...as i hope it would
MERRY CHRISTMAS...!!
went for a shopping spree...suppose to...wif liting..hehe...wanted to buy some
received a msg from him...realise tat he's in sg
t-shirts de..but end up she's da one buying da most..n i onli got 1 tat i didnt
always tot tat i could get him off my heart
really intend to get..
suppose to meet up at 1pm..haha..but she got up late..but but..i was da one late
but guess....it kinda didnt really happen as i hope it would
again..=P sry gal...!! mum lar..wan me help her to carry da bucket of water
he wanted to meet up...but i didnt haf da courage to...
where she haven even got it ready when i was abt to go out..so i haf to wait for
really scare tat da feelings will gush out after seeing him
her to fill da dumb bucket..than carry down..than rush to bedok mrt to meet
sometings r better not said...best to be kept in da heart
her..went bugis 1st..than didnt really got wat we wanted..so we went to far
sometings jus dun change as ppl tot it would
east...than she got some for herself n her sis..than we decided to go back bugis
i've tried so hard...but...but..i jus couldnt get da feel again
again..coz i cant help tinking of da helicopter shirt tat we saw at bugis..n onli
am i nt trying hard enough..??
da 1 there got da colour shirt tat i wan..so we headed back...but in da end..i
hw i wish i could jus get on wif my life...find da 1 for me
didnt get da shirt..=/ coz i didnt really like da material..haha..than went back
i need some1 to mend my broken heart
town..coz i mtg kai they all there for dnr..tks liting for acc me take train go
i wanted to see him...i kept tinking hw is he
orchard..sry for nt hafing dnr wif u...= (
met kai cy jamie n mike...didnt really know wat to eat..so we walk here walk
but nw tat i haf a chance..i dun wish i wan to
there..survey here n there...than ended up @ spegaddies @ paragon...coz me n
can i really face him..??
kai wanted to haf some pasta..hehe..nice food..quite like it..though bit ex..but
i cant take it again...its too...hurting...=~(
didnt haf tat kind of fd for sometime le..so its ok..didnt get my tees also..after
sometimes..i jus..tings could be jus like it use to be
which..went to drink coffee..as usual..than we went to cc @ california
but..i know..tings can nv be da same again..ever...
there...haha..saw da dumb garlic prawn pasta tat mike wanted to eat @ cc
y is it so hard to forget abt him...?
paragon but didnt haf it there tats y we went to eat someting else..hehe...=P
had a great them wif them..hehe..coz haven seen them for so long..almost tot
WHY..!!??
they forgot abt me le..hehe..jus kidding..i know u peps still haf me...haha..=D
is there really an answer...??
oh well..gonna go get my blades tmr..hehe..coz mum n dad decided to sponser
......
me after pissing me off in da god damn morning us to ask me to clean up my
......
rm...HELLO..!!?? its early in da morning n i like my peace..watching da tv
......
quietly...!! haiz..nvm..
going to watch extended features from da lotr dvds tat my sis bought..ciaoz..!!
p/s: still wasnt able to get da dumb calender planner tat i like..!!
i still love him....like i use too...??
Posted by dotsux at 12/26/2004 01:44:00 am
21.12.04
- LiFe SuX -
nothing is going well...
love...life...friendship..ncc...nothing is going on smoothly...
y cant ppl jus understand tat there is always a reason behind everyting..?? i wish i can jus let go..but i cant..i couldnt...it applys to everyting...
Posted by dotsux at 12/21/2004 01:54:00 am

east logo for t-shirt..nice..? check out da forum for feedbacks..
Posted by dotsux at 12/21/2004 12:55:00 am
18.12.04
morale level....low
still low in morale..dunno y....
recently...dunno y...seems to cant stand da "sacartisness"...heart kept feeling uneasy..not gd..pain..?? frenz ard me kept hafin their hearts broken by heartless ppl...y cant they spare a tots for ppl who care n love them..!!?? selfish ppl...i dun like ppl like them...only tink abt their own happiness nia...asses...
arhz..!!! dun like da feeling tat ive been hafin for days...tat uneasy uncomfortable da dunno hw to describe feeling tat my heart is feeling...........................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Posted by dotsux at 12/18/2004 11:00:00 pm
16.12.04
unity forever...
quite a joyful day 2day...hehe..btw..jus to mention..i didnt go sch yest (tues)..coz i woke up late..niways..it was practical...can kinda predict where they'll be doing..most prob shld be briefing..n i got it rite..!! hehe..so lucky me..slpt da most of da day..still on holiday mood arhz..=P
morning woke up late..as usual..suppose to meet maz 0930h @ yck mrt..but instead...i got up like 0905h..?? haha..so bo bianz..took a cab down to hq..as usual...change to my no.3 n went to attend da 48th cert presentation n promotions n gold cert ceremony...hmz..nt too bad..cheered for da 48th instructors..hehe.."michelle", siao jie, ah peh, remy + idros...haha..cheered some funny stuff...hehe...niways..
CONGRATS TO ALL WHO GOT PROMOTED N GOT THEIR GOLD CERTS...!!! (including da 48th la...)
waited for some time for da supernumery appreciation ceremony to start..for like 3hrs..?? lucky we manage to get into clt club hse..like for da very 1st time i got in there..!!?? haha...tot it got lots of facilities...but who knows most of them r for show only..n da rm quite empty lor..but i did find some dumb games in da no use coms to play la..till yati msg n say she reach hq liaoz..than we left for east office..than go for da cert tingy..got da supernumery t-shirt also..hmz..nt too bad of a design..but maybe da print seems bit small..?? it'll look better if its bigger...=)
wanted to wait for da 48th t-shirt..but da stupid printer (as in da person who print da shirt) is WOLS...so bo bianz..cant wait liaoz..gotta go for my syn's bbq..so left..took a long bus journey..which 2lt ridwan say was like a ride to KL...-_-" to tamp..where da bbq is held at didi's place...
went for da bbq..quite nice..most of them r enjoying themselves...=) gald to see tat..some of them still sick..jus hope tat they can recover soon...like da dumb virus will nv go away sia..so pls pls..take some more rest..or SEE DA DOCTOR...!! hope to go more of such gatherings for yrs to come..hehe..=p
haiz..still got half a yr left in ncc only...sianz..wish i could spend more time wif ncc w/o repeating any modules..haha...wishful tinking..oh well..jus make full use of it..tmr got coc parade rehearsal..first time i taking such an appt....though its nt as tough as parade oic..but still..haf to give my 120%..next time no more such chances liaoz...=~( all da best to all participants..gd luck..!!
p/s: tired liaoz..dunno wth i wanna type somemore le...haha..ciaoz..
Posted by dotsux at 12/16/2004 01:09:00 am
14.12.04
low morale...
1st day of sch..nt tat bad..ended early coz tutorial cancelled..went home first..coz mtg liting they all only @ ard 4plus...went to imm..than town..dnr..as usual..than home..nuting much i can say...
was kinda low morale..kept tinking of "them" saying seniors abusing ranks..da phrase jus kept repeating in my mind...y y..?? y would earth would they tink tat east seniors r abusing their ranks or treating them like cadets..?? y y..?? or did i really..?? haiz..i jus cant help pondering...arghz..i cant stand it le....y y..?? y cant i jus leave everyting behind n let them settle da rest..or y cant i jus dun go for ncc for once..?? i jus cant do tat...
im feeling super low morale..very sad...very disappointed..very i duno wat to say liaoz..i hate tis feeling inside of me..i know im nt like tat..but i jus cant help but to reflect on all my action during tat very 3days...i know they r wrong in a way...n i am too..
dunno la...ciaoz..
p/s: nt refering to my cdts (clts already)...=P
Posted by dotsux at 12/14/2004 01:28:00 am
11.12.04
happy..?? proud..??
long time no blog..was bz in camp..lotsa tings had happened..to da extent tat makes me tink tat clts nw a days...haiz..i really dunno wat to say...ego mite be jus da word
those who went ssc...guess u guys know wat happened..be it within ourselves or others..nt say tat i really dun care wat others say abt me..as long as da camp run smoothly n da cadets get wat they deserve/want...carry on..call me names...as long as i know who i am...n i know wat i am doing...sometimes..nt everyting i do mite be rite..but at least i know i got da courage to admit my mistake n learn from it..but do they haf..? at least i learn from my mistake..but do they really listen to wat we say...? do i really abuse my rank..? i can tell u..i dun tink so...from wat i know i nv abuse my rank..be it as a clt or a senior..dun come n judge me when u dun even know me..or rather work wif me closely...being a clt u haf to look at a bigger picture..so stop being so childish...im nt refering to da whole batch..jus those who r egoistic [dun really noe hw to spell]..
went for clt coz...hmz...almost wanna cry wan i see them pass out..dunno whether to be proud of them or nt..but i can tell u during da coz im sure somehw or wat...most of them do their best...n tried to learn or gain someting from da coz...be it being a leader or wat..jus hope they'll be better...n dun let da other clts prove them rite tat they cmi...i believe some does...n can become a gd clts..im somewat or other proud of u guys..especially my syn..syn2...wat i can see is at least they're more unity than other syndicates...let's hope it'll stay tat way...=)
oh well..there's jus too much tings to say...but im jus too lazy/tired to type...ciaoz..
sch gonna stay on mon.....................................................=~(
Posted by dotsux at 12/11/2004 01:47:00 am